well, i decidet to write a blog for only one reason. I want to face all the opportunities all the chances that i turned my back on, that i passed without knowing or just ignored because i am scared..or just in a retardet way lazy -.-' i have to say that i have had a problem with this ...like all the way long. I have had a whole bunch of opportunities everybody is dreamin of. - I will talk about the one in the past and the one I can get now or in the future ..trying to change myslef- and i through them away..ignored em, passed by...I could still kill myself for that...If i wouldn't even be to lazy for that. My "i don't care for anything" attitute doesn't help me a lot here. I wanted to start a blog a year ago because i made an exchange year in China..and well i didn't. it would be awesome to have done a blog though. I will post on an other blog things about the Year in China (thinking back). but in this blog i will just post thoughts about me and mylife. And i will update all my treis to get back in controle of mylife! Hoping that i might also help others to not waste chances like i did/do! There is a world of chances, and i shit on them ~
